My old car was a little white thang that I jokingly named Mufasa as I sarcastically called it a beast of a car.
Last week Mufasa was trampled to death, aka he was in a car accident and was crushed so badly he died.
Today I purchased a replacement for Mufasa.
His name is Scar.
He is black.
He…
He loves me, he loves all of me, even my scars. I love my cute little boy, I love him so much, he’s the best thing i ever had.
I hate feeling like I am not good enough and I feel that way quite often. Not in the depressed way though. I am thoroughly happy with my life. Sometimes I feel like I just dont live up to what I should be. I dont usually voice my concerns to anyone but they are there. for instance my boyfriends only ex-girlfriend had open heart surgery (as did I). I feel like everytime he sees my scar he just thinks of her. He used to love her and sometimes Im worried that he is only with me because I am similar to her. Other ways I feel insufficient are my academics I got a 3.735 my freshman year of college but I feel like that is not good enough to get noticed on the job market. And in track. I am a D1 athlete but my times suck and I have gotten worse since high school. Why do i even try sometimes? But what makes this feeling of not being good enough even more confusing is that at the same time I know I am being unrealistic and overdramatic and realize that i dont need to live up to anything or anyone as long as I stay true to myself. I feel so conflicted sometimes. The one thing I do know in life is that God is always there for me to help me make a beautiful creation out of the mess that is my life.
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Some people, no matter what you do, are not going to be for you. Even if you changed, met all their demands and did everything they asked, they would still find something wrong. I’ve learned that we can all save a lot of heartache and pain by learning to ignore those critical voices. You don’t need those people’s approval. You don’t have to have them cheering you on. They may try to make you look bad, but if you will stay on the high road and let God fight your battles, the more they talk the more God will bless you. They may try to take you down, but God will use it to take you up. Keep focused on your future, keep focused on the Word, and let His truth strengthen you to ignore the critics and move forward into the life of blessing He has prepared for you!
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